It's two days until Christmas and for the first time in two years I'm looking forward to it. Mainly because Christmas two years ago was the first Christmas without my grandma, who i miss very much, and the last Christmas where my sister and myself were living with both our parents. Then their divorced was finalised, the house was sold, dad got his own place, myself, my sister and my mum moved in with my grandad and then spent Christmas 2007 living with him. Dad obviously came round on Christmas day to see us but it wasn't the same as when he lived with us because he'd be there as soon as we'd wake up and mum and dad would sit and watch us open our presents. Now my mum has her own place and I'm a lot happier that I'm not living with my grandad and having to sit through arguments and disagreements every day. We moved out in September so this will be our first Christmas just the three of us in our own house. Once again, dad's coming round to see us open our presents and, for some stupid and pointless reason, so is grandad. I understand that he's on his own again for Christmas since grandma passed away in 2006 but we spent twenty months living with him and we don't exactly get along so the last thing I need is to have him there like last Christmas. But the good part is, he has to go home eventually and this year we're not having Christmas dinner with him. I bet I sound really harsh but I still can't forgive him for what he did before he kicked me out for the second time. On the other hand, I know deep down he cares for me more than my other grandparents.

I can remember doing a review of 2007 at the end of last year and for some reason I can't wait to do a review of 2008. So instead of waiting until the very end of the year or until the start of 2009, I'm going to do one now. Because it's half past three in the morning and I'm still awake and I'm not tired.


JANUARY
Started the year at my dad's house with Jake. I had red hair at this point which changed over the months to the point where I can't really remember what colour my hair was at other months until November. Was still living at my grandad's house at the point.

FEBRUARY
Had my first Valentine's day with Jake. That's pretty much it. First Valentine's day in a while that I was with someone. He got me a really nice card thatI still have along with last year's Christmas card and this year's Birthday card. Still living with my grandad.

MARCH
I think it was this month where I got kicked out of my grandad's house for the first time. He had a massive go at me and tried to prove me wrong which resulted in him calling me things which I'm obviously not going to put up with so I said things back which he didn't like. So for some reason, he thought it was acceptable for him to say bad things but not me. Moved in with my dad for a week or so until he kicked me out after an argument which Jake was mentioned in and my dad pretty much accused me of sciving school while he was at work so I could have Jake round. He eventually realised in April that he'd got the wrong end of the stick when he heard me and Jake talking on the phone about the increased walking distance to each other's houses since moving in with my dad. Obviously, I was back living with my grandad by the end of the month.

APRIL
My dad started talking to me again after a month of ingoring me due to him wanting some time away from me and my sister. Since then, I haven't argued with him anywhere near as much as we used to. Still carried on living with my grandad even though dad started talking to me again. Got drunk to the point of throwing up and having a three-day hangover. First and last time that's ever happened.

MAY
Turned fifteen. Went to Give it a Name festival and met MC Lars twice and Mayday Parade twice. Went to Slam Dunk festival and met Cute is What We Aim For, Furthest Drive Home and Sean Smith from The Blackout. Had Omar from Fightstar and Aled from Kids In Glass Houses walk right past me but I didn't get to talk to them because I didn't realise it was them until they'd walked out of sight. Was still living with my grandad at this point.

JUNE
Not much happened this month. Still living with grandad.

JULY
Started preparing to go on holiday to Spain which meant being without Jake for two weeks. Still living with grandad but things started picking up when we heard about a house that was going to be available shortly after we returned from Spain in August.

AUGUST
Went to Salou in Spain for two weeks. Was exciting and I enjoyed it but it would have been a million times better if Jake was there. I felt so lonely without him and I just wanted him to see everything that I was seeing. The hotel wasn't nice and the staff weren't polite. Other than that, the holiday was amazing. Booked a day trip to Barcelona while we were in Spain. Went to the football grounds there and I started feeling unwell. Got back on the bus which took us to the city area with all the fancy shops and we decided to go to McDonald's for something to eat but I passed out on the floor in front of over forty people as mum was ordering the food. For some reason, I felt better after I passed out and managed to enjoy seeing the fountains before returning back to the bus which took us back to the hotel. Went to see a magic show at the House of Illusions. Went to Port Aventura water park and theme park. When we got back to the UK I decided that next time we go on holiday, Jake's coming with us because I wouldn't want to experience being away from him that long again. Had a really good day in Leeds with Zara near the end of the month but it was ruined by returning to Pontefract having found out on the train back that Jake's "friends" took him to a flat owned by drug addicts. They bought some weed but Jake didn't because he isn't that stupid. But he almost got beaten up by a fat, butch lesbian on crack and he got his phone stolen by chavs who were at the flat and they sent me a text from Jake's phone that I don't like to talk about. He got his phone back and he got away from the flat in one piece. I was still living with grandad by the end of the month.

SEPTEMBER
Got kicked out for the second time after grandad said that he didn't want me in the house ever again. He pretty much assaulted me and I could have reported him to the police. He didn't hit me but he pushed me around the room and dragged me to the door and pushed me upstairs, shouting abuse at me. So that day, I moved in with dad and it stayed that way until we could move into the new house. When we moved in I was really happy because I could have my own room for the first time in twenty months. We bought four female guinea pigs named Rosie, Daisy, Sasha and Layla.

OCTOBER
I think it was this month when Rosie died because while she was still with her mum, she ended up pregnant by one of the other guinea pigs in the litter. Because she was so small and young, she couldn't carry the pregnancy to full-term and she eventually died because of it. So we ended up getting another guinea pig named Angel. We've decided to breed two of the females with our two male guinea pigs after Christmas. That month, I also attended to funeral of a woman named Barbara who was my mum's friend's husband's mum. Half way through this month, half of my high school got burnt down.

NOVEMBER
Celebrated mine and Jake's year anniversary. I'm very happy with him and we're still together as I type this. Due to the fire at school, all the pupils had to start attending lessons at another local school, half past two until half past five which was good because I could stay in bed on a morning for a few more hours than I usually would but it was also bad because I was missing out on the amount of art lessons that I should have had if the school hadn't of been burnt down.

DECEMBER
I had my mock exams this month and the results are good but I got an F in R.E and a D in I.C.T. I'm not so bothered about those because I've never liked I.C.T and I don't need a pass in that to get to college and because of the school burning down we missed out on R.E lessons so we never got told how to answer the questions properly so most of the year didn't pass. They're not the proper exams anyway so there's always room for improvement. We got a kitten about a week ago. She's called Dana and she's twelve weeks old. Booked tickets for Fall Out Boy in March 2009 with Sarah and after new year I'm booking tickets for Forever the Sickest Kids with Jake, Sarah and Mike. That's it so far. There's still eight days left of December so after Christmas I'll write a list of my presents and after new year I'll write about the rest of the month.


This year pretty much involved a lot of arguments with certain people, sitting on rooftops with Jake and my friends, hiding on rooftops from people, meeting bands and dying my hair. I said I started 2008 with red hair. That changed (in order) to black, black and ginger, black and blonde, ginger and blonde, light brown and blonde, dark brown, dark brown with a bit of pink, dark brown again, dark blonde with dark brown and ginger highlights, light blonde with fewer dark brown and ginger highlights and now my hair is just light blonde. But I plan on it being extremely light blonde/white by prom.

Now it's gone half past four in the morning and I'm still not tired. But I should be making an effort to get to sleep. So I'll go now.
Bye.
(:

finally, a public journal entry.
it's currently 1:24am as i start this entry.
let's get started.

it's funny how i criticzed everything you did but then i did exactly the same. i have realised over the past few months that i've turned into a complete and total hypocrit just like the rest of you. but out of all honesty, i don't care.

so as it's the early hours of the morning, i'm going to make today's first journal entry short and sweet but containing pointless and random thoughts. i can't make a long journal entry as, like i said, it's early and everyone is asleep and with me being such a loud typer (don't ask) me and writing journal entries past 1am don't mix.

i feel so fucking creative. i want to write sweet slash fiction about band guys with long-ish hair. i'm normal.

the second journal entry of today will we around 11am basically just to sum up 2007 and the highs and lows of it.
obviously, there will be more lows than highs from what i can remember and judging on the amount of depressing journal entries i set to private or friends only.
i'm a complete twat, aren't i?

do you want to know a secret?
i have plenty to share.

i'll go to sleep after i've read some fucked up slash fiction.
it's 1:34am.
i'm going to sign out.

 

i haven't posted in 7 weeks.
for no reason whatsoever.
i just couldn't be bothered.
so here's what's happened.
i'm over that wanker.
i couldn't care less about him.
i've realised that there are so many people out there who are better than him.
like jake.
jake asked me out and i obviously said yes.
he's amazing.
i feel so lucky because he makes me happy and i trust him with everything and i know he won't hurt me.
we started out as best friends but now it's more than that.
i consider myself lucky.
:)
also, november 11th, i saw mychem in newcastle.
they were fantastic.
msi were supporting them.
i met steve from msi.
he's so fucking funny.
then i went to see mychem again in sheffield on november 13th.
msi supporting again, obviously.
i was allowed to wait after the gig to give mychem the "what do mcr mean to you?" book that i'd spent a long time making and getting other people to contribute to it.
but mcr jumped in their tour bus and drove straight past us all.
only 45 minutes or so after the gig finished.
thanks a fucking lot, guys.
i see the fame has gone to your heads.
wankers.
but it was a good show, i'll admit it.

sorry.
they had to be though.
none of the stuff i wrote matters now.
well, most of the stuff i wrote. 
i've changed now.
my views on people have also changed.
i'm back to my normal self.
the "emily" that people knew last year...just with a better hair style than last year.
haha.
people already know how much my family mean to me.
but i recently i've noticed how much my friends mean to me too.
tbqh, i have the best bunch of friends a girl could ask for.
sure, some of them let me down and they might not turn up to a place if i arrange to meet them.
but overall, they're amazing.
whenever i have problems, they're there for me to help me through and make me feel better.
i intend to do the same for them in their times of need.
so to all my friends, thankyou for being there for me.
you have no idea how much i appreciate all of you and the help and support you've given me since i've known each one of you.

THINGS HAVE BEEN SHIT AS LATELY.
TELL YOU ABOUT IT LATER.

Haven't updated this in a while, so here is a short description of what has happened lately:
Brogan got kicked out of school. Felt safe and happy.
March 24th, went to see My Chemical Romance in Manchester with Frankii, Sarah and Zara. Was absolutely amazing. Frankii met this lad called James in the mosh pit and she kissed him. Took some great pics of Thursday and MyChem and some good videos.
March 25th, went to see McFly with Flech and Alice in Doncaster. Obviously wasn't as good as MyChem the night before. Lil Chris was okay too. Didn't take any pics.
April 3rd, went to see Fall Out Boy with Frankii in Manchester. Shiny Toy Guns and Cobra Starship supported. They were amazing. FOB were better though. Got some good pics and videos. Frankii didn't kiss any boys in the mosh pit this time though.

Stuff that's happened today:
Realised that Liam has actually hated me all this time. He's a complete two-faced cunt and I'm not afraid to say it. He thought I was being hard by sticking up for my friend and I wasn't. He posted a bulletin off Holly's MySpace account calling me a stupid cow. To be honest, it could have been Holly who posted it. Either way, they're the stupid cows by not knowing about what has actually happened to cause me to stick up for a friend. It has nothing to do with them but they could of at least asked about what was going on by insulting me. The insult, by the way, was really pathetic.

I've been reading this book about this kid who has Asperger's Syndrome. It's good. I have mild traces of Asperger's Syndrome so at some points in the book, certain stuff that the boy in it does reminds me of myself.

Oh yeah, I won tickets from Radio1 to go see MCR at the Koko Club in London April 2nd, the day before FOB but I couldn't afford to go there, there was no way I could get to London and there was no one to take me anyways. So I had to call Radio1 back up and tell them to give my tickets to someone else. They said that they would send me MCR's back catalogue to make up for it but they actually sent me rare merchandise that hardly anyone else has. I know, I'm lucky.

Right now I'm waiting for Liam and Holly to message me back on MySpace. He said I was acting hard. I said I wasn't and I asked him what it had to do with him anyways and he said everything cause he's "solid" and I know he was only taking the piss when he said that and I can picture him and Holly laughing which pissed me off so I asked him if he even knew who the bulletin was about and he hasn't replied yet. If he does I'm gonna have a go at him on Thursday at Green Leas and if he doesn't message me back, I'll still have a go at him. Cause I'm nice like that. Also, I know someone else who hates Liam just as much as I do. Okay, maybe not as much as I do but still, this person hates him a lot but Liam thinks this person likes him. I'm not saying any names. I promised that I'd keep it a secret so now I'm not mentioning names in order to be a good friend still.

I think I'm meeting Caz, Nick and Sarah at Xscape tomorrow. I'm probably meeting up with Sarah cause she's my best friend but when I asked Caz if he wanted to meet up with me and Sarah tomorrow, he said he'd have to ask Nick. Well, if we meet up with them, we meet up with them. If we don't, we don't. I can see Caz some other time but the fact that I haven't seen him in about 3 months is annoying cause I like him.

I'm gonna keep writing about random stuff until something interesting to write about happens.

Ooh. Just been watching Hollyoaks Omnibus and Spike and JP McQueen made-out twice in the same episode. Boy love. Lol. Was good to watch. Now I'm watching Friends though.

I think some people are too opinionated to be honest. Like WAY too opinionated for their own good. Sure, I have a lot to say but it's not as bad as a lot of stuff people have to say. 

That shitty advert is on where that woman is on the phone the Picture Loans and she's telling her kids that their dad has found their scooter. That advert is so fake. No one acts like that in real life. This is why I hate the actors in adverts because they CANNOT act. It's silly. They should stick to working at McDonald's even though McDonald's is sick and I'm stopping going there.

Someone on MSN should give me decent conversation. I have 265 contacts on my list and 22 of them are online and not one of those 22 people are talking to me. 4 of those people are blocked by the way. They just annoy me for some reason. Probably because they TyPe Lyk Dis or they call me emo and think they're funny by doing that. Or maybe the 2 of those reasons together. That's the worst though. It makes these people look like complete idiots because, 1) They call me emo when I'm not even that because people can't BE emo, and, 2) They type like they've never attended school before. It's not that nice being called an emo wannabe though. Because if you don't label yourself emo and you're not trying to fit into that stereotype, why are you getting called a wannabe. Liam called me an emo wannabe once. That's cause he's a cunt and he thought he was emo but he used to be a total chav and he went out with Olivia in year 7 and they were chavs together. But me. I've always liked rock music. I've grown up listening to that. My family introduced me to mod bands, punk bands and heavy metal bands. So...I'm a wannabe even thought I've been listening to that kind of music all my life? You obviously know nothing about me. Fuck off. Lol.

I've written a lot today haven't I? I'm gonna write some more. I'm gonna write about the gigs I went to, starting with the MyChem gig. 
That morning I woke up at about 6am and I straightened my hair, did my make-up and got my stuff together like me mobile phone and the make-up I was taking with me. I wore my black skinny jeans, my MyChem t-shirt, a black jumper and my TBP jacket like the ones in the WTTBP video. I took my skeleton gloves with me too cause they're pretty amazing. 
So I went with my dad at around 8am to pick up Sarah and Zara. We didn't pick up Frankii because it was her birthday 2 days earlier on the Thursday so her family from down South were going to visit her on the Saturday so her dad said he'd bring her over to Manchester at around 3pm. After we picked up Sarah and Zara we headed over to Manchester but while we were driving through Cas I realised that I'd forgotten to take my glasses and I needed them so we had to go back and pick them up. After I got them, we set off again. 
We got in Manchester at around 11am and we stayed outside the back gates for a few hours before we went to get some food. Then we got back to the gates and met 2 Asian girls who were going to the gig and we talked to them for a while but Zara didn't because she is openly racist and doesn't like talking to Asians. Lol. Then we met 2 girls who were also going to the gig that night and they had a massive poster advertising a popular MyChem forum. I then went and talked to a girl who was talking to my Dad. She told me that she had already seen MyChem 10 times and met them 4 times. I was jealous. Shortly after that me, Zara and Sarah met 2 girls from Leeds and we sat outside the gates for a few hours and talked to them. We got their MySpace addies. Frankii talked to them too when she arrived. We went with them on several trips to the toilets in the train station down the road. Then me, Sarah, Zara, Frankii and Dad went back to the car until about 6pm then we lined waited to go into the gig and Dad went back to wait in the car. 
While we waited to go in, we decided to hide our mobile phones and our cameras in our underwear so we didn't get them taken off us. When we got inside the arena we saw Elan and his friends and Frankii met Mel off MySpace. When we went in, this security guard bloke told us that we could stand anywhere we wanted so we all ran to the front and went in the mosh pit. There was this thing on the screen above us where you could text a message to this number and your message would get shown on the big screen for everyone to see so I text in saying hi to Mel, Kim, Taryn and Elan but the message never got shown. 
When Thursday got on stage I took some pics and they were pretty good. I tried to get Sarah squashed to a certain song of their's but the mosh pit wasn't crowded enough. Thursday were good though and the crowd seemed to like them but everyone cheered louder everytime Thursday mentioned MCR. During Thursday's last song, Bob Bryar stood at the side of the stage to watch Thursday and everyone around where I was stood was all like "OMFG!! THAT'S BOB BRYAR!!" and I took a picture of him drinking beer.
Obviously, the crowd went MENTAL when MyChem got on stage. They wheeled Gerard on stage in a hospital bed and he started singing The End. I called my Mum when he got on stage so she could hear the crowd screaming and stuff. When Gerard started singing Dead! everyone started jumping about and cheering because the curtain dropped revealing the rest of the band. I tried taking pictures on my phone during that song but this cunt of a security guard tried taking my phone off me so I pulled it was and said sorry and I called him a nob head when he turned around. Near the end of Dead!, Gerard came over to the part of the stage that I was near and he looked at me and I screamed like a crazy twat. I called my sister and Liam during that song even though Liam didn't deserve to be called because he's a twat. I called my Dad on WTTBP when all the audience was singing along to it. I called Mum on I Don't Love You and made a short video of it and took some more pics. I was gonna call Leah on her favourite part of House Of Wolves but I didn't. I nearly cried during Cancer because the whole room was dark apart from people waving their lighters back and forth. It was really emotional. I called Mum and my sister when a bunch of other songs came on. I took more pics and stuff too. Before Disenchanted, Gerard did this whole speech about having a dream then realising one day that the dream is dead. I was all like LOL. Oh yeah, I forgot to say this too. Before one of the songs Gerard said something like "As much as we LOVE to hear you cheer, we also LOVE to hear you BOO!!" then everyone booed and so did he and it was proper funny. During Famous Last Words, Zara got pulled out of the audience cause she passed out. I didn't know she had passed out until the end of the song when James told us. MyChem went off stage and Blood was faintly playing in the background and I was shouting for Zara over it, But when MyChem got back on stage to play songs from Three Cheers, we realised that Zara was being taken care of so we just enjoyed the rest of the gig. I took some videos of most of the songs and had a good time. Before Prison, Gerard did this thing which was like "BigadegigadebigadebigadePOW!!" and everyone cheered when he did it and he didn it a few times before singing. They finished with Helena and then everyone went to go home. We had to find Zara who was waiting outside the doors in the hallway. When we went to find here, we all had really bad pains in our legs from standing up for hours so when we found Zara we all sat on the floor in the hallway for a while where Sarah kicked me in the shin. Then me and Zara went to buy merch while Frankii and Sarah went the other way to get drinks but when me and Zara went to find them, these security guards told us to go a different way so we lost Frankii, Sarah and my Dad. But then we found them and waited outside the gates for about 
another half an hour until we found out MyChem were gonna get out of the building at 2am so we decided to go home. At the end of the night we'd seen 2 good bands, met some new friends and got some new inside jokes...MERCH DIRT!!

March 25th, I met Flech, Alice and Flech's mum and dad in the pub carpark and we went over the Doncaster. They dropped us off and we went inside Donny Dome and hung around waiting to line up. I felt sick and tired because I'd been to a gig the night before. When we got inside we got to our seats. When Lil Chris got on stage I felt a bit better and he is actually quite good. McFly were okay but obviously they weren't as good as MyChem.

April 3rd in Manchester. Lined up to go into the Apollo with Frankii. Long line but it didn't take ages to get inside. We got near the front which gave me the ability to get good pics, videos and get good sound to call people on certain songs. Shiny Toy Guns were on first and I got 4 half-decent pics of them. Cobra Starship were on after them and they were awesome and I got 4 proper clear pics of them. Then FOB were on and they were proper amazing but during their first song, this fat woman wanted to get to the front and everytime she jumped up and down she rubbed her boobs and her flab against my back so I moved away and she ended up doing the same to Frankii. Eventually we lost her though. I called Mum and my sister on 5 songs, I got loads of videos and pictures too because at this gig I was allowed to take pics but at the MCR gig I wasn't so that's why I got loads more pics than the MyChem gig.

On April 2nd when there was the MyChem gig in London that I couldn't go to, I listened to the live coverage on Radio1 and I cried loads cause I was proper dissappointed.

I went to Whitby with Dad, my sister and Flech on April 6th. It was pretty good. On the way there we stopped at the place where they film Heart Beat and we went in this gift shop and I got chocolate and ice cream. Flech took a pic of me holding up a burberry purse and bag. It was funny. Then when we got to Whitby we went in all these goth shops and me and Flech bought a magazine each just cause they had stuff about MyChem in them. Lol. On the way back there was this big hill and we stopped there to just stand at the top of it and I said I was going to throw Flech down it. Lol.

I've finished writing about stuff that's happened over the holidays now.

Liam hasn't replied yet though. He's a twat obviously. So that's probably why.

James, the one who Frankii kissed at the MyChem gig, keep talking to me on MSN about these pills that are making his nob shrink and then grow. Lol.

I started making a site called BTTR on Piczo. I'm getting a bunch of friends together and we're all gonna run it.

I've finished writing in my journal today.

Byee.

When Brogan calls me fat, it's funny how I lie to her and say that I don't care and that I'm happy with the way I am. Because, obviously, I'm a big fat liar.
Brogan acts like I'm the one who's been bullying her. If I'm the bully, why did she get sent home from school for pushing someone on the stairs and pushing someone along a corridoor?
That someone who got pushed and stuff, yeah, that's me. So Brogan brags to everyone in Spanish class how she pushed the 'fat emo bitch' on the stairs. Then she tells people she wants to smack me. This is after she pushed me down the hallway. Oh yeah, try and guess who encouraged her to push me down a hallway. None other than Olivia. Oh wow! Amazing, greasy-haired cunt, Olivia! Don't worry though, I'll have my revenge on them someday.

Got my hair cut, a few people took the piss.

Went to Xscape. Had a laugh, although Leah made me feel a bit rejected a few times.

Not much to write.

I'm really quite boring.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE LATELY???
If everyone would stop ugly cunt fuckers then maybe I'd be a little nicer.
I just called Sarah to ask if she wants to go to Xscape with me and I was gonna call Kay too, but no, Sarah is going swimming with her little sister AND Kay. And she DIDN'T want to go after she came back.
That is fucking GREAT isn't it!
Once again, I've been let down by my so-called best mates.
First with Leeds and now just to go a mile or two away to go to Xscape.
Tbh, I don't know why I bother with all of them anymore.
They can go and piss off.
I'd rather have friends who'll spend time with me, avoid letting me down and not leave me out of stuff.
Now I have fuck all to do today apart from go on the mother fucking computer and go on MySpace.
YEAH, LOOK AT ME, THE FUCKING LONER!
AND YOU PEOPLE WONDER WHY I HAVE PROBLEMS?
WELL FUCK YOU ALL!

OMFG! DID YOU FUCKING WATCH SKINS LAST NIGHT?


If you didn't watch it, go watch every mother fucking repeat of that episode that comes on. It was hot as fuck! Seriously. Ooft. Maxxie and Tony getting it on a bit. Anyways...




Me and Natasha were playing with lego in Technology today and Mr Bailey didn't even notice. Lol.




Kayleigh wanted to go see Take That with Emily Johnson but then I found out that the tickets for that concert are £130.00 so I told Kay and she said they weren't so I said they were and then she got rayte pissed off cause I kept trying to tell her I was right. Sorry to isult my 'best friend' a little bit here, but lately Kay has been a cocky, moody little bitch. Yeah, and one other thing...Kay said that she couldn't come to see Fall Out Boy with me next month so she gave her ticket to Frankii but Kay said she couldn't go because her mum wants her to come homein one piece and apparently Kay faint in large crowds. Well if her mum wants her home in one piece and if she faiths in large crowds...WHY THE FUCK DID SHE WANT TO GO SEE A SHITTY ASS POP BAND WITH EMILY JOHNSON THEN? Grr! Fuck! That girl has been pissing me off lately.




Update on the year 11 cunt: she was on her own today and walked straight past me and saw me. Did she say anything to me? No she fucking didn't. Why? BECAUSE SHE WAS ON HER OWN. She's not hard, special or better than anyone. She's a twat and if she carries on being the immature little bitch she is then she'll lose all her 'friends' and she'll have to walk around on herown like she was today. My opinion on that? I'd love to see it happen.




Jake: Where's Mitchy.


Me: Having sex.


The short convo me and Jake had after geography today. Speaking of geography, Mrs Ball is a bitch. She keeps everyone behind after classes because a few people fuck up or act like twats.




Me and Tom thought of some theme park rides taht we could have made. They're rather rude. Stuff to do with cocks and balls and cum. You know, the usual stuff that me and Tom discuss at school. Then Mitchy thought of one which was pretty good too. Then we started making up parodies to songs. Tom thought of more lines to the 'Welcome To The Black Parade' parody and Mitchy started singing 'My Big Erection' which is a parody of 'My Generation' by The Who. Tom also made a good one up for 'Hand Of Blood' so I'm gonna put it on here. It's on a few lines long and it might not sound funny when you just read it but if you knew Tom and actually heard him singing it them you'll laugh.


There's a stain on my bed and it's white! Hand of cock! I dont wanna feel, me ejaculating early!


There you go. Hopefully it will be in stores soon but I doubt that adults would wanna listen to it. Wheter it's your parents, older cousins or even your next door neighbours, trust me. They wouldn't like to hear a man singing about ejaculating unless they have a dirty mind like Tom and actually love to hear that kind of stuff.




When I was a young boy, my father took me into the city, to see a marching band!


Sorry. Just listening to MyChem and found myself with the urge to type their lyrics into my LJ. It's okay though, cause EVERYONE loves them. EVERYONE!




The NME awards last night...WHY THE FUCK DID MCR ONLY WIN ONE AWARD? That taes the piss, that does. First, they lose to the Arctic Monkeys on the 'Best Music DVD' award. Now, people might think that I wouldn't have a problem with the Acrtic Monkeys because they're from Yorkshire but, no offence to the indie kids, THEY'RE UTTER SHITE! Seriously, I started swearing at the TV but I wasn't shotuing stuff I was whispering cause everyone was in bed. Then they lost to Kasabian who also are utter shite. They're shittier than the Arctic Monkeys. Yes, so tehy're really shitty then. But MCR did win the award from 'Best Internation Band' obviously cause they are the best international band. They're the best band EVER. But anyways, luckliy The Kooks didn't win anything because they're also a pile of shit.




I wrote a really good story in English today. Well, part of a story. The substitute teacher seemed to like it.




Right, well I'm going on MySpace now but let me leave you with something...MCR ARE THE BEST BAND IN THE WORLD EVER AND NO OTHER BAND IS BETTER THAN THEM!

Today at school I was walking from P.E to the social area with my MCR bag on my back and who commented about it? Of course, that stupid year 11 cunt who has to be better than everyone else walking around school like she's a fucking scene queen. Well, truth is, she's not that special and she isn't a scene queen. Just a scene kid. So as I was saying, she walks past me and says "MCR suck!" so I said "So do you!" then she turned around and looked at me as if she was shocked that this time when she tried to piss me off I actually responded instead of complaining or just ignoring her. That fucking showed her. But it's okay though, she leaves in a few months. Then I can take me MCR bag to school whenever I like without getting bad stuff said to me because of it. Unless the twats in my form try and spit on it and throw it out of the window again, but that's a whole different story.




I feel as though Liam and Rhys hate me. I don't know. I've just been getting this feeling lately that for some reason they hate me being there at that music group. Should I stop going there? Help me out please.




I'm listening to the Smashing Pumpkins right now. They're pretty good. Go listen to them. You might like them too.




Now I'm listening to Ne-Yo. Don't ask why. I only like one song by him.




To be honest, I'm a bit worried about him. My friends know who I'm talking about.




Is it just me or am I getting so bored that I'm just typing random shit?




Hmm.




Byee.